I stumbled upon a girl’s blog. I read the description located on the sidebar. There was a link on it that she was in a relationship. My curiosity ate me and I clicked on it. One page popped out and I was shocked that it was you. You were in a relationship with that girl.
We kept on talking but you didn’t tell me that you had a girlfriend. We kept on exchanging messages and it took me a long time to discover that you were already in love with someone else.
One night, an event was held at my school. I was fully surprised when you approached me. You told me that you transferred to this school because of me. I wonder what happened between you and your girlfriend. We joined the activities and we had so much fun. It was my first time to see you in person and especially, your smile and your laugh. It was the most amazing thing I’ve ever seen. I wonder if the reason behind that smile is me. If it’s me, then, I’m truly grateful because seeing your smile melted me.
Days passed by and we spent days together, sometimes you stopped by to the pizza house I always visit to check if I was there. You saw me sitting in a high chair watching TV. You wondered why I watched TV because you knew that I’m not a TV person. I am more of a book person. You came in and we exchanged hello.
Another event in our school was held again, you held my hand while watching the fireworks. The people were busy looking up at the sky including me, I looked at you. When I looked at you, you were already looking at me, staring. I smiled, you smiled. And then, you kissed me on the lips. I was fully surprised and you told me, “You’re more beautiful than the fireworks above.” It made my heart warm.
And then, I woke up. It was only a dream. Probably, that would be the last time I’ll see you. I bet I was smiling while sleeping because I had spent my sleeping hours with you.
When I woke up, I wanted to tell you right away that it was you, it was you in my dreams but I got scared because maybe, you’ll think it’s weird and I don’t really know all about you that maybe it’s true that you have a girlfriend. I got scared because what if I tell you about my dream, would you still talk to me? Would you ever spend your time talking to me? I guess not. And I don’t wanna lose you because you’re the only person I talk to. You’re the only person who can make me smile despite the storms I’m facing right now.
Note: This was originally posted when I was still blogging on Tumblr last May 04, 2014.